for the shout outs Cynthia & Rebecca, not only because I respect and admire you both deeply, but to tell you the truth, once I realized people might actually read it, that it was literally out of my hands, I felt, hmm, how should I put this? You know how your stomach drops once you reach the top of a roller coaster? Or do you remember when you realized that the baby was coming out one way or another, whether you wanted it to or not? That feeling? I like to call it a hint of trepidation. Yes, I definitely felt a hint of trepidation. Just a hint.